FIRST BLOG!!

Okayy so I have spent the last 20 minutes thinking of a innovative way to start this blog,, but you know what? I thought I'm not gonna make this blog a pre-planned type of thing, just like I'm gonna  come and rant about life! I won't use the best vocab or anything! anyways i have started this blog, now you may ask why? Well because I really need to tell someone about my life and feel lighter. I know i can write a diary but i always forget to keep track and while vlogging i feel insecure in front of the camera.. OKAYY so let's get on with MY LIFE umm I am an average 15 year old with alot of teenage drama and I am gonna keep this an anonymous blog so you can call me umm... Emily! Okay so supposedly my name is Emily and for all you know i might be in China or the UK! Haha the reason i wanna keep it anonymous is because i don't want anyone pointing fingers at me although i couldn't care less about what people think. Getting on, my personality is really bubbly and confident.. I am a popular girl in school not like a show off popular but people know me and I am really good at socializing.. I am not exactly a straight A student but i really care about my marks! Nope not a nerd either, but i guess you can't exactly pin me down.. Moving on, The only thing which depresses me or is able to bring down my confidence is being called the three world letter... "F.A..T' okay SERIOUSLY!! To the people who think its funny to call a girl fat just stop,, being called fat is breaking a girl's self esteem in manyy ways. Anyways I'll discuss this topic further in another blog! Back to the point, yup.. I am fat but NOT the obese way but like the overweight way and it's because i have a curvy body, fine face (not to show off but so i have heard) and a good height i manage to look thinner but I am going on a diet so let's see.. And what else is there..  Okayy now I'm gonna talk about family and friends. Hmm my family? Okay so I have one older sister, Emma, who is applying for universities in Europe! She is simply the best and we both went to the same school and she is the reason I am friends with most of the seniors and popular.. she is a straight A student which makes me feel a wee-bit obliged to get the same marks and she is so responsible like she manages so many school competitions and her work and her social life.. like HOWW?!!! Anyways i was really angry at her today because that loser ate the food I've been dreaming about all day. Moving on, my dad and I are THE CLOSEST FATHER DAUGHTER ALIVE! I simply love my dad and we share everything in common from face features to secrets xxx THE only reason i get annoyed from my dad is when he is too happy in the morning and I'm really grumpy in the morning also he has this habit of always passing around orders like ugh! and his dream is to see me get thin! i think he cries worrying about me but my mom knows everything will be just fine! MY MOM!!! THE SWEETEST HUMAN BEING ALIVE!! She will literally do anything you ask and cooks THE best food! I think she feels bad that I am more closer to papa sigh,, anyways she knows i love her btw right now my dad is in the home country so I miss him dearly! ohh talking about my homecountry my grandad lives there and i haven't seen him in ages.. We have quiet a large family.. for about more than 80 people in my motherland and even in such a household I am my granddad's favourite granddaughter and he is my life!! I loveee him just talking to him over the phone makes me tear up cuz of the distance.. sighhh OH I ALSO LOVE MY COUSINS!!! AND WE ARE LIKE SIBLINGS RAISED UP IN A STREET TYPE OF NEIGHBORHOOD!  Anyways coming to my freindsss! I have 2 best friends, 1 semi best friend and 3 close freinds and the rest of the people in my class are also my really good fiends! The closest of my 3 best fiends is Lizzy she is simly the best!! We share the same sense of humor to the same sense of fashion!!! There are no secrets between us! We are like crazy soul sisters! The only annoying thing about this bestie is that she might be too into her boyfriend Jack and can be a little selfish like not to me but to other people!! Anyways i love her unconditionally and wouldn't change her for the world! Okayy now its time for the second Penny!! Penny is a really sweet soul and will always be there for you she is like selfless! but she is a little too judgmental and strict, she also stresses alot which makes a person like me who is tension free really annoyed! Anyways the semi best friend is like she knows everything and all but we have never called each other best friends so idk, her name is Abby she is soo sweet and caring! When we are together we have a lot of fun but we both fight alot! Sighh anyways all 4 of us are a gang and when people see us they know we are inseperable <3 i had one more bestie but she moved to pak :O okayy that's all for today's blog i don;t know if anyone is even gonna read this but it makes me feel way better maybe someone across seven seas knows about me  :O :O  haha okay so for the next blog i'm gonna talk a little more about me then the drama and then this will turn into a kind of journal and on a special Friday we'll discuss some serious topics!! So guyss what do you think about my blogs?? Lemme know down in the comments and if you want me to discuss something special also leave a comment below! <3
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